TrancyAlois

I have Paint Tool Sai and never use it.. xD I think it's about time that I completely redo my boring old traditional hand done work to something a bit more digital. I'll get my sister to color them in completely since that is her specialty.

My drawings are rear since my situations make it tricky to find any time for my self. The most disappointing thing about finishing my work, is showing it.. I expect a compliments as great as my work and get the same reactions, be it simple or grand. Maybe if I keep it simple I'll have more art and more complainants because CLEARLY no one cares for the one I took a great deal of time on.

Dear journal.. I drew a picture.

Have I not done the right thing? I feel as if I've made a horrible mistake.. I can never please everyone, though I know one choose is fair it seem the other one is just as sensable. For the first time I feel as if my brain and heart seem to contradict each other. *sighs* It's hard to do the right thing sometimes. Hitlerto, I refuse submit till I see what happens. I'm sorry For what I've done to you... Truely I am, but it wouldn't be fair to my first lover. I do miss you and I still care..